APA ITU CINTA?

Definisi yg pelbagai...teda satu pun yg dikatakan definisi yg sebetulnya mewakili apa mksd CINTA yang sebenar. Maka apa sebenarnya CINTA?

I AM GLAD

 (12 August 2013)

I was alone at the time, when I first saw you on that application. I saw blurry images of yours, but I knew there’s only one thing on my mind that day… I want to see you just to get rid off that loneliness I felt inside of me or on the other words, JUST FOR FUN !!!

So I’ve decided to see you on that particular day (12 August). You know when I was young, people used to come and go in my life, I tried to stayed as long as I could, just to be with them, but haaaaaa its happened eventually. Sometimes good things are always end up so soon infront of our very eyes. Its hurt, but I have to accept it and move on. Saying goodbye aint that easy. Words are easy to pronouns, express or to say, but what meaning its brings along is the hardest part of saying that particular words that we wish we could never say to someone we love so much, GOODBYE!!!

Love. I really don’t know what love is. Its like some kind of powerful forces that could destroy and create something at the same time. I fell so many times, it’s the moments that so real felt so alive, felt so happy…but when its over… i felt like I was the only person on the planet, so broken inside, so alone, my world just shattered into pieces… its so hurt that I could felt my every beats of my heart, like it was about to explode or something. I cried so hard, in order to lessen the pain but nothing seems to happened, it wont stop… THE PAIN!!!

People used says “People learned from experience”, “Experience is the best Teacher”, “Experience made people more clever to make a choice” and so on. When it comes to LOVE, experience seems useless, we did learned but still, we can not avoid or prevent it from happening. Once it happened, nothing could ever stop it. Love is like a virus that causes human stupidity, ignoring all that ever happened before.

On 12 August, I was so eager to see you, seems you’re my type. So around 10pm I saw you for the very first time and immediately you have captured all my attentions, all my not-so-good intentions just went off. At the same time I fell for you. Every day was like a day out of someone else's life. Nothing had ever happened to me, and now everything was happening to me -- and by everything, I really meant you. An hour was both faster and slower. I felt like I had sucked the air out of a giant balloon, like my brain wasn't getting enough oxygen. Clouds were more interesting, the lunchroom less disgusting, music sounded better, the same old jokes were funnier, and I cant stop smiling at you. I found myself smiling for no reason, keeping my “earphones” in and replaying our conversations in my head, just so I could listen to them again. I had seen this kind of thing before. I had just never felt it like the way you did to me. FN for all the sudden, u means everything to me…and you told me that you’ve got someone already. A bit sad, but its ok, coz he knows you more than I did..so I sacrificed my feeling toward you, but I cant deny, that the feeling I felt that day never died out…it keep on growing.

"Sacrifice. It's not what I would call a modern word. People hear the word sacrifice, and they become afraid that something will be taken away from them or that they will have to give up something they couldn't live without. Sacrifice, to them, means loss in a world telling us we could have it all. But I believe true sacrifice is a victory. That's because it requires free will to give up something for someone you love, or something or someone you love more than yourself. I won't lie to you. It's a gamble. Sacrifice wont take away pain and loss, but it wins the battle against bitterness, the bitterness that dims the light on all of the true value in our lives."

I’ve been thinking, I’ve been wondering all this time, whether there’s any meaning to a FAILED LOVE,

Is something that will disappear as the same as something that never existed…NO!!! now I know, there is a meaning, there was a meaning……… Im so glad that I fell in love with you F……i really do!!!

    

You saw me how I wanted to be seen. That how love feels like.

To someone I would say I love the most, but have to sacrifice my feeling for the sake of their happiness.

I dont believe in Utopia~~(World with no pain, where all people would understand each other, no hatred, perfect n ideal society!!) theres no such thing!! BAKA!! (Stupid)Real world about pain, disagreement...everything just diferents in everyway~~ since the dawn of man...everything seem full with agruements...only the most powerful can stand among the rest, but that doesnt mean the weaker ones have to leave...NO!! we live together in the merciless reality, to complete each other weakness and strenght ~ coz the real pain is the real life, all the good things wont last forever in this world~~ dying isnt dat gentle u know!" If u know about the TRUTH, you'll CRYING even more than you could LAUGH" i remember read those words somewhere...and thats when we learn to feel LOVE, we found HOPE, we APPRECIATE, and be GRATEFUL to continue our LIFE... thats what i call real utopian~~ LIVE WITH WEAKNESSES AND STRENGHTS OF OTHERS and of coz ACCEPTING the way we are that GOD STORED in US! but in the world, DENYING is part of real life thou.

The unavoidable Truth

Life is all about letting go and moving on...no one can escape from this truth!!

SOBER

one thing i learned from The Walking Dead...its about letting go.... we will lose something in Life, whether we like it or not...thats Life, no matter how long u try to stay, no matter what u try to do, it will happen eventually...the longer u stay, the more pain it will cost u...someday we hv to leave, or people will leaving us...our frens, family, lover, everyones and the thing we need to do is letting go...times heal everthing... true, now its more about yourself, live like no tomorrow, enjoy ur Life, make things that worth live for...at least, b4 we die, there are meaning of living our life.

p/s some people learn things from events that happened in their life, some people dont, they're complaining....me? i did both. well it just me, curious about LIFE. but one thing for sure, it keep me SOBER!!!

FRIENDSHIP :)

A Wonderful Story of Friendship & Values……

A story tells that two friends were walking

through the desert. During some

point of the journey they had an argument, and

one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt,

but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND

SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis,

where they decided to take a bath. The one who

had been slapped got stuck in the mire and

started drowning, but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from the near

drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and

saved his best friend asked him,

“After I hurt you, you wrote in the

sand and now, you write on a stone,

why?” The other friend replied “When someone

hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds

of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone

does something good for us, we must engrave

it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.”

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND

AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but then an entire life to forget them.

Send this phrase to the people you’ll never

forget. It’s a short message to let them

know that you’ll never forget them.

by : The unknown

HOPE

kdg2 takut mw mghadapi hari mendatang...i dont know wat the future hold for me, sometimes i wish i could freeze the flowing times just a little bit longer, so i can fix all my mistakes i made...i have a choices, then why i keep repeating it???...i just want to enjoy my life with those who i loved or will be love, with the ones i live for...why im afraid???...bcause im afraid to feel that same fear, that same pain, that same sadness, i felt before...well experiences taugh me how to handle, and yet again i feel the same, its like it happened to me for the first time...and its hurt...eventually u have to let go, keep holding on, shedding ur tears and walking out from it, and toward the unknown, the new day, with HOPE and GOD in your HEART :)

S t a y     s t r o n g      a n d      b e       h a  p p y

gudnite folks

~KEEP DA LOVE ALIVE~