SOBER

one thing i learned from The Walking Dead...its about letting go.... we will lose something in Life, whether we like it or not...thats Life, no matter how long u try to stay, no matter what u try to do, it will happen eventually...the longer u stay, the more pain it will cost u...someday we hv to leave, or people will leaving us...our frens, family, lover, everyones and the thing we need to do is letting go...times heal everthing... true, now its more about yourself, live like no tomorrow, enjoy ur Life, make things that worth live for...at least, b4 we die, there are meaning of living our life.

p/s some people learn things from events that happened in their life, some people dont, they're complaining....me? i did both. well it just me, curious about LIFE. but one thing for sure, it keep me SOBER!!!

FRIENDSHIP :)

A Wonderful Story of Friendship & Values……

A story tells that two friends were walking

through the desert. During some

point of the journey they had an argument, and

one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt,

but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND

SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis,

where they decided to take a bath. The one who

had been slapped got stuck in the mire and

started drowning, but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from the near

drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and

saved his best friend asked him,

“After I hurt you, you wrote in the

sand and now, you write on a stone,

why?” The other friend replied “When someone

hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds

of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone

does something good for us, we must engrave

it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.”

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND

AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but then an entire life to forget them.

Send this phrase to the people you’ll never

forget. It’s a short message to let them

know that you’ll never forget them.

by : The unknown

HOPE

kdg2 takut mw mghadapi hari mendatang...i dont know wat the future hold for me, sometimes i wish i could freeze the flowing times just a little bit longer, so i can fix all my mistakes i made...i have a choices, then why i keep repeating it???...i just want to enjoy my life with those who i loved or will be love, with the ones i live for...why im afraid???...bcause im afraid to feel that same fear, that same pain, that same sadness, i felt before...well experiences taugh me how to handle, and yet again i feel the same, its like it happened to me for the first time...and its hurt...eventually u have to let go, keep holding on, shedding ur tears and walking out from it, and toward the unknown, the new day, with HOPE and GOD in your HEART :)

S t a y     s t r o n g      a n d      b e       h a  p p y

gudnite folks

~KEEP DA LOVE ALIVE~

Counting the Days

hI....just technically walked around SKTM,...its rainy, not so heavy...cold and wet...and i've been thinking that this is my last sem here in UMS...i never thought time would flew without mercy, even i kept myself aware about this, im suprisingly suprised, how time flew so fast, just like a blink of an eye....oh great now i feel a little sad...im counting the days before i'll leave UMS....so many memories been stored in my mind, all good and bad things happened thru this 3 years here in UMS, its the best thing that ever happened to me so far...ok now looking forward for Tamu Gadang....and the 14th UMS Convocation~~ good evening everyone and hv a pleasent evening...got to go... :)

Rebuild of Evangelion : You’re ( NOT ) Alone

ni merupakan preview pertama pasal anime....hope u guys like it

Hampir separuh populasi dunia musnah akibat satu bencana yg di kenali sebagai ‘ Second Impact ‘.        15 tahun selepas ‘ Second Impact ‘ . Seorang anak muda bernama Shinji Ikari  telah datang ke Tokyo 3, sebuah bandar yang sangat maju, dan merupakan sebuah bandar yang sebenarnya tempat terakhir bagi pertahanan manusia menentang beberapa entiti yang dikenali sebagai Angels.

Evangelion : You’re ( NOT ) Alone adalah kisah manipulasi seorang bapa ke atas anaknya sendiri, semata mata untuk mencapai matlamatnya sendiri, iaitu menghidupkan semula isterinya. Ikari Gendo adalah bapa kepada Ikari Shinji yang ditinggalkan 12 tahun yang lalu selepas ‘Second Impact’.

Di dalam filem ini, Shinji jelas inginkan perhatian dari ayahnya, namun seringkali Ikari Gendo yang merupakan ketua bahagian pertahanan bagi sebuah organisasi yg bernama NERV, mempergunakan emosi anaknya utk berjuang menentang Angels dalam mencapai cita2nya. Tertekan dengan tindakan dari ayahnya, Shinjii cuba lari arahan ayahnya, namun tenaganya diperlukan bagi mepertahanan kemanusiaan sejagat dr ancaman Angels. Dilema yg dialami seringkali membuatkan Shinji mempersoalkan kewujudan dirinya di dunia, Shinji juga sering bersendirian, dan satu2nya teman ialah pemain kaset, Shinji sering mendengar lagu yg sama berulang2 kali.

 Walaupun animasi ini bersandarkan latar belakang dan cerita fiksyen sains, tetapi cerita ini agak realistik dari segi persoalan2 yang  menumpukan kepada kebutuhan seorang anak muda akan kasih sayang dari ayahnya, namun sebaliknya dipergunakan, malah dipaksa melakukan perkara yg tidak disukai. Sebuah animasi yang indah hebat dari segi kualiti dan jalan cerita, sarat dengan pertempuran yang hebat, serta padat dengan nilai-nilai kemanusiaan serta moral yang disampaikan penuh emosi. Oya terdapat sedikit unsur agama di dalamnya. Harap open klau nak tgk.

We are Young

The best things in life don’t happen unless you take risks.

Risk yourself and throw your heart out onto the table.

Be who you are and hope people accept you, and if they don’t, too bad.

Always be real.

Never fake.

Smile when you’re happy, cry when you’re sad.

Never hold emotions inside.

Let yourself risk getting hurt. Let yourself try something new.

Follow your heart and do what you feel is right, not what other people tell you to do.

Fall in love, take a chance, and hope the other person feels the same.

Love is a risk. It could bring either pleasure or pain, sometimes both.

Life is a gamble, and you never know what it’ll bring.

Live in the moment and don’t dwell on the past.

Find the good in everybody, think positive and do positive.

Break the rules and take the chance of getting caught....( do not over reacted )

WE ARE YOUNG

Sunday Morning

Wa ta Shi wa Mikhail :)

L.O.Ve

L.O.Ve is definately the most talked about things on the planet, with the most explanations, no one really can describe what L.O.Ve is, or wat was it... Every person come with their own prespective about L.O.Ve, well seem like very diferent from each person, because it based on what they have felt or experienced about L.O.Ve

For me. L.O.Ve is something that binding all of us, L.O.Ve is Universal, everybody is deserve to L.O.Ve and to be L.O.Ve. L.O.Ve is powerful kind of power that stored in all human, even the most notorious killer on the planet. It shows like  L.O.Ve  olwez there, from the moment we born, from the moment we breath, from the moment we cried, from the moment our parents touched us. L.O.Ve was there and olwez be there till the day we die......

continue......

Psychoanalysis (my personal view)

Im doing my thesis for Psychoanalysis in Movies. The theory really fasinated me for the first time i read about it. It is basically about human mind, that influenced how someone react to the enviroment , how they feel, and eventually shaped their personality.

My opinion about this theory;

for me i believe things happened for a reason, i dont know how but i believed that every each one of us have some sort of common sense that we all have in common, but what makes us different is wat have we encountered in life. Every person have their own way of life, and how they view the world.

I have my personal view of life. When i was young, im very talented. I like to sketching, singing and i like nature so much. Im a very curious little boy. I've olwez investigated my surrounding with my mouth, well its not like im  born disable, but i olwez swallowed things. Once i put grasshopper in my mouth, and i ate it alive. GOSH!!

Ok back to the point here. Im not really getting along with my father, he olwez neglected me, he olwez mad at me, and theres olwez things to blamed on me. He treated me like i was not his own...at first im not feel anything, maybe at that time i dont know nothing yet about Life....as i grew up, i began to understand about hurt, crying, pain in my cheast, something that i've never felt before...for the very first time in my life...my HEART was THORN by someone you thought will protecting you from getting hurt...was actually the one that hv made so much scars than any other people, and actually really influence who i am today...and how i see the world...

will be continued

Sangka-sangkaan

Pertama kali bersua muka dengannya,

hati bertanya...' siapa dia ? '

raut wajah, serius cocok usianya,

setiap yang berlalu, pasti bisu tiada bicara,

seperti mereka tahu siapa dia

ku perhati atur langkahnya ku amati gerak tubuhnya

hitam putih warna bajunya

dalam diam aku bersangka-sangka '' ada apa dengan dia, luarnya saja, seperti tidak punya apa-apa, kenapa orang lagi segan bersuara ?'' iya aku diam saja

tetapi setelah mulutnya terbuka, kata-katanya diluah

aku ternganga, kaku tiada suara setiap bait kata-katanya tersemai di jiwa menjadi indah

oh dia rupanya guru tak bernama...sang pencari jiwa.

Life is short,

Yet too much time,

We do not have the moment to sit, think, ponder, wonder or reflect

Many time, the evolution of our past to our present and our future is dependent on the period of precious moments

we take to carefully reflect and think about what we want and need in life.

Certain moments are meant to be celebrated and preserved.

Some memories are indeed essential to be cherished,

Others are vital for us to learn and grow from.

Take a minute to stop and reflect, my friends.

Often moment like this will bring to you through a precious journey,

Helps you apprieciate, teaches you to smile,

Acknowledges your accomplishment, brings you motivation,

Highlights your success, brings you much amazement…

And cost you nothing but a mere seconds of time.

Thoughts give birth to vision and dreams, thoughts are capable of changing your lives,

Who you are and brings out the best from within.

Thoughts help you change your world and make a difference in life.

So have you been reflecting on your life lately ?

Life is short. Seize every moment you can gain out of it.

Lest your live in regrets of not having any time to slow down, stop and just

REFLECT.

Where to find Happiness

People always think that happiness is a faraway thing, something complicated and HARD TO GET. Yet, what little things can make it up… a place of shelter when it rains, a cup of strong hot coffee when you’re blue; for a man, a cigarette for CONTENTMENT; a book to read when you’re alone, or just to be with someone you love. Those things make HAPPINESS.

p/s but not all ever to realize about it :)

Finding Love

they say that when a person has a good career,he fails in relationships...

some devoted all their lives in career growth spending almost the whole day in the office..

earning a lot of money,getting the material things they wanted..but..

if u will ask them,

u'll find out that they are really unhappy..

ending in a relationship after another...

well i am not rich..neither am the boss at work..

but i am starting to realize that i am not so blessed with relationships..

but i wont get tired in loving..

love be gets love...

love is what makes life meaningful...

love is what keeping me alive...

love will be my inspiration,my reason for breathing..

love is the answer..i wont get tired in loving...

i will make myself worthy for someone ...

i might sound HOPELESS ROMEO...or melancholic..but i dont really care..i just want to be happy...

...but i know at the end of the day..when they lay down to sleep, they will long to be with somebody..with someone special..with someone they lovE and the questions "WHAT IF?.." & WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN.."will always be questions popping in their minds..

i dont know...i dont care....i wont give up..until the day i find her and she finds me..

Come and Go

English version :

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger. But when you lock eyes with them, you know that at that very moment they will affect your life in some way.

Malay Version :

Kadang2 org hadir dalam hidup kita, dan kita tahu, bahawa mereka seharusnya di situ. Untuk memenuhi suatu tujuan, memberi pengajaran, atau memebantu kita mcari siapa kita atau apa yg ingin kita jadi. Kita takan pernah tahu sapa org2 ini...mungkin; teman sebilik, jiran, pensyarah, kawan, kekasih atau mungkin, seseorang yg sememangnya asing bagi kita. Tetapi bila kita mengenal mereka, kita mulai mengerti pada saat itu juga, yang mereka akan memberi kesan pada hidup kita dlm sesetgh cara.p/s dan selalunya org yg kita cintai seringkali meberi kesan mendalam kn